Katerina!

21yo, semi-loony bin.

There are only so many times that you can utter 'It does not hurt' before it begins to hurt even more than the hurt. You become enlightened of the feeling of hurt, which is worse, I am certain, than the existent hurt.

-Everything is Illuminated, Jonathan Safran-Foer

Friends only but very lax. Hohoho!

MA VIE À L’UNIVERSITÉ


Bonjour!  Je m’appelle Tata Enerio. 

Je suis très belle, oui?

C’est tout. Au revoir!

I've been on hiatus.

& I still am. It's my fourth hell week.

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY, KEN!

I wasn't supposed to greet you the whole day, but I caved in. As I was on my way to Katipunan, I was contemplating on whether I should greet you or not. & I decided not to. But to my surprise, the cab I rode was named after you.



& I was like, are you fucking kidding me?, hahahaha. What are the odds that I get to ride I cab on your birthday with your name on it? Hahaha. This is my birthday greeting to you, & let's just all hope it doesn't get too mushy or cheesy because a lot of people will get to read it.

Dear Ken. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Joke lang.

I'm too tired. I'm immobile. I don't know what to do. I don't know where to start. Here's to the start of my two, possibly three, week hell week. It's only the start & I'm tired as hell.

But I've got to. I've got to. I've got to get out.

I'VE GOT TO GET OUT, FOR THE LOVE OF. For the love of what?

Tired, just too fucking tired.

Because I like doing stuff like this.

from operatingroom,

1. Are you happy? If yes, why do you think so. If no, what will make you happy?
I'd like to believe so, yes. I think I'm happy because everything's falling into place & I'm getting more & more comfortable in my own skin. I think the past few years have been really hard on me, & now I've been given a big break. A second chance, if you'd like to call it that. I don't know. There are no concrete reasons as to why I am happy, I just am. I am happy because I have learned a lot from previous experiences & now I'm just really grateful for everything. This is the first time, in two years, that I've felt this alive.

2. What allows you to carry on throughout crappy days?
I like to sing. Anything. Even sad songs make me happy. But if that doesn't work for me, crying has always been good. I think it's really good to cry & to let things out, even if they're small & trivial things.

3. Think about this carefully: What did you really want to be when you were growing up?
I've always said that I wanted to be a virologist, or an astronaut, or a singer, but now that you're making me think about it carefully, what I really wanted to be was a check out counter girl at the grocery. I think all of us have had the dream of wanting to hear the sensor buzz whenever the product barcode aligns itself with the sensor. & well, up until now, that's what I would like to do. Maybe not for a living, but something to pass the time. But then again, seeing that I'm not all too good with Math, I'd have to look for another job.

4. What is your favorite song to sing when you are sad?
Right now, I like singing Sweet Soul Revue by Pizzicato Five. Not trying to be Jpop, but it makes me really happy.

5. What do you wish you could do that you can't?
I'd like to fly. I'd like to have detachable wings & fly. But seiously? I want to have all the money I can have to buy books. I haven't finished a book since I can't remember anymore. & I'd love to have the books I want, but are overly expensive. Or better yet, I want Belle & Beast's library in Beauty & the Beast, & I'd like to read a book a day.


1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."
2. I will respond by asking you five questions. I get to pick the questions.
3. You will update your journal with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the same post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions.

Haro, Ken!

Hahaha, okay. Super random, but yeah. Herro!